Fiction: The Swivel
By Victor De Anda
Desmond’s pudgy face
sat frozen on my laptop screen. His judgy eyes staring back at me. After a long
beat, the video feed sputtered back to life. His eyebrows arched up toward his
receding hairline. “—there anything else you want to discuss today?”
My teeth strained
against my clenched jaws. My chest expanded with a big inhale. “There is one
more thing.”
“Go on.”
“It’s about the
marketing analysis I’ve been working on. I’m well aware that I missed the
deadline to share out the results. And yet you haven’t mentioned a word about
it.”
Desmond checked his
smartwatch. “Did you want to talk about this now?”
I wiped my clammy
hands on my jeans. “My father’s funeral only complicated things.”
Desmond put on his
best concerned face. “Yes, well, death’s a common experience as we all get
older.”
“I’m working hard to
make up for the time lost. You suggested I take bereavement leave, if you
recall.”
“Frank, it’s been
over a month since your report was due. Our stakeholders rely on timely data
analysis from us so they can determine the product roadmaps for the next three
years.”
“I understand that.”
“This is a
fast-moving business. Any quick insights we can provide will help the company
maximize revenue. That is how my team proves its value. How we all do.”
“Right.”
“Your results are
getting older by the day, Frank. They may not be as valuable as before. Do you
see a future here at Gorgon?”
“I do.”
Desmond’s brow
furrowed. “Based on your latest performance, I question that.”
A deep sigh came out
of me. “This team hasn’t been a great fit for me since the re-org six months
ago.”
Desmond put a hand
on his chin. “Is that the reason for all this delay?”
“I haven’t gotten
much support from you or the team regarding my work.”
“I’ve offered my
assistance, haven’t I?”
I cleared my throat.
“I wouldn’t exactly call it support.”
“Do tell.”
“It’s more like
condescension.”
“I see. Sorry you
feel that way.”
I shrugged. “We got
off on the wrong foot. Advanced data analysis isn’t part of my skill set. I’ve
mentioned this to you numerous times.”
“You have.”
“I’m open to
increasing my knowledge, but you just keep asking me to take on even more
complex things that I don’t have experience doing.”
“This is what I
expect from all of my direct reports, Frank. You’re an L5.”
“Yes.”
“These ‘complex’
duties that you mention are all part of the job description. Perhaps you
should’ve been leveled as an L4. I blame your previous manager for that error.”
I sucked in more
air. “Regardless, I’d expect to get more support from you rather than throwing
me into the deep end.”
Desmond peered at
me. “We must always be stretching our skill set, Frank. Pushing beyond what we
think we can do. Sure, it can be stressful.”
“I get it, but it’s
been far worse on this team than any other one I’ve been on at Gorgon.”
“So it’s my
management skills that you’re questioning now.”
My fingers squeezed
my thigh like it was a stress ball. “If I’d interviewed for this role, I
would’ve seen this all coming and looked elsewhere in the company.”
Desmond gave me a
stiff smile. “You were re-org’d to my team and I had no choice in the matter.
As long as we’re being candid, I wouldn’t have hired you either. I don’t get
paid to be a babysitter. Anything else?”
“Yes. Why am I the
one bringing up this issue? It’s been six months and you haven’t mentioned my
performance at all. I realize mid-year reviews aren’t standard, but I’d like to
know where I stand.”
“Like I said, Frank,
I’ve been tracking your progress.”
“Were you not going
to tell me anything until my yearly review? Then give me a ‘doesn’t meet
expectations’ rating?”
“I wasn’t going to
wait that long. And I’m glad you brought this up before I did, so thank you.”
I raised my hands.
“Okay, so what happens next?”
The clock on my
screen flipped to 11am.
Desmond looked
impatient. “I’ve got another meeting right now. Look for an email from me and
I’ll set up some time for us to discuss. In the meantime, happy to jump on
another call if you need help with your analysis. See you soon.” His video
window disappeared.
A nervous buzz
tingled under my skin, my palms wet with sweat. I’d forgotten to put on
deodorant. I headed to my bathroom to splash water on my face and freshen
up.
#
A day later as
promised, I received Desmond’s meeting invite, along with an email. It read
like an eyewitness account of all my failings over the past six months. There
was even a bit of corporate snark thrown in for good measure. Desmond was
enjoying this. My eyes stung as I skimmed the words.
The Zoom meeting
chime sounded on my laptop. Time to face him again. I gulped down some water
and exhaled. My pulse was already pounding.
Desmond’s face
popped up onscreen. “Good morning, Frank.”
I flipped on my
camera. “Morning.”
Desmond looked
energized, his face aglow from a caffeine buzz, no doubt. “Did you get my
email?”
“I did.”
He cleared his
throat and glanced sideways. “This is a difficult conversation to have, and I
want to be supportive, but I need to inform you that you’ve been entered into a
Swivel plan.”
The words hit me
like a punch in the mouth. I had opened this door, and now Desmond stepped
right through it.
“HR has also been
made aware. I’ve just sent you another email with all the details.”
I swallowed hard.
“Okay.”
Desmond rubbed his
eyes. “Why don’t you take five minutes to read the Swivel email and then we can
discuss. Sound good?”
“Sure.”
I turned my video
off and muted my audio. Desmond did the same.
I’d heard about the
Swivel before at Gorgon, but didn’t know every detail. Desmond’s email gave me
all I needed to know.
Because my
performance was not up to company standards, I was now being given two options.
Leave Gorgon with a payout, or stay and work through a rigorous performance
improvement plan, also known as a Swivel.
Five minutes passed
and Desmond was back onscreen. “Are you ready to discuss, or do you need more
time?”
After a long beat, I
flipped on my video and audio. “I’m good. Mind going over this?”
“Sure,” Desmond
sighed. “You’ve got five business days to give HR your decision. If you choose
to leave the company, we can discuss how much time you need to wrap up your
current work-streams. You’ll be given a severance package based on your role
and tenure.”
“Okay.”
“If you choose to
enter the Swivel, you will be given six weeks to complete a series of three
milestones. I will coach you along the way. If you successfully complete the
Swivel, you will remain with the company and receive a transfer to another
team. If you fail to complete the Swivel satisfactorily, you will be terminated
with a lower payout sum. Understand?”
“Yes. But what about
the current report I’m working on?”
“If you choose to
leave Gorgon, you’ll complete your current report before your last day. If you
choose the Swivel, you’ll transition that work to another team member and they
will complete it for you. The Swivel will be an entirely new work-stream. Make
sense?”
“Sure.”
I figured most
employees took the first option and left with a payout. But how many stayed on
to work through the Swivel? After thinking about it, I understood the Swivel’s
true nature—it was how the company got rid of under-performers without
affecting the stock share price or the quarterly jobs reports. Layoffs, in
other words.
“Any other
questions?”
I scanned the email
one more time. “Yes. The first two milestones of the Swivel are clear, those
make sense. The last one, though, is marked ’TBD.’ What is it?”
Desmond coughed. “We
can discuss that later if applicable. For the time being, just take the next
week to decide on which path you want to take. If you have any further
questions, happy to jump on a call.”
“Okay.”
He sat up straighter
in his chair. “I realize this is a tough discussion. Just so you know, if you
don’t respond with an answer in five business days, you will automatically be
entered into the Swivel. So keep that in mind too.”
“Alright.”
“I’ve got to run,
talk to you soon.”
#
After I logged off
the Zoom call, I paced the floor of my home office. Six weeks to complete the
Swivel plan, with tight deadlines for each milestone. And the last one wasn’t
even spelled out. Did I really need to put myself through more of this bullshit?
Working with Desmond
had been a soul-sucking experience. I could take the payout and tell him to go
to hell, but the job market was shit right now. I’d already been applying to
other positions and hadn’t heard anything. Hiring freezes were happening all over.
Could I put up with Desmond’s “coaching” for another six weeks?
On the morning of
the fifth business day after the Swivel call, I emailed HR with my decision. I
wanted to make Desmond sweat it out, wonder what I was going to do until the
last minute. By lunchtime, he had sent me a meeting invite to discuss the path
I’d chosen.
When he logged onto
the video call, Desmond’s eyes were smaller. His face looked disappointed. Like
he’d expected a different response from me.
He gave me a weak
smile. “Hey Frank, I just wanted to meet and let you know that I respect your
decision to enter into the Swivel. I’ll continue to be as supportive as
possible throughout the process. As we reviewed before, all of the steps are
outlined in my email. Do you have any other questions?”
“I do.”
Desmond cleared his
throat. “How can I help?”
“What’s the third
milestone?”
He rifled through
his desk and pulled up a sheet of paper. “Here it is, from the Gorgon manager
guidebook: ‘The third Swivel milestone will be discussed upon completion of the
first two milestones.’”
I pursed my lips.
“That’s not very helpful.”
“I’m just reading
what it says here. Beyond that, I can’t say much.”
“I see. Well, I’m
resolved to make this work.”
“Glad to hear it,”
Desmond said unconvincingly. “Let me just add that the company is committed to
retaining every employee who can meet our high standards. In all honesty, we
think you have tremendous potential. So please don’t take any of this personally
or as a reflection of your achievements to date.”
Desmond’s comment
sounded like the standard corporate bullshit—‘We want to help you achieve,
we’re all family here.’ I didn’t buy it for a second.
“Sounds good,” I
said, feigning enthusiasm. I just needed to bide my time until I could make it
through this plan and get the fuck off Desmond’s team. Or find another job
somewhere else.
“Roger will be in
touch with you about handing off your current work-stream to him.”
#
The first milestone
in the Swivel plan was straightforward enough—complete a marketing analysis
report in two weeks and present it to senior leadership. With five years of
experience, I was no stranger to building a report quickly and sharing it out.
I made sure to keep it high-level, with just a touch of advanced analysis to
keep Desmond off my back.
A week later I met
with Desmond to go over my presentation deck. He asked me about some of the
data points that I had surfaced. After I gave my reasoning for including them,
he seemed to back off. But then he wanted to comment on my data tables.
“You do understand
the reasoning behind the different color shading in the cells, right?” he
asked. “You’ve got several cells here with value differences of less than ten
percent, and yet you’ve colored them with varying shades of green.”
“Okay.”
“So the shading only
changes if the value difference is greater than ten percent. These two,
for example, are only four percent apart.”
“I see. Isn’t all of
this just overkill? How many people even want this much granularity?”
Desmond had a stern
look on his face. “These are the standards I expect from every team member.
I’ve mentioned your lack of attention to detail in our previous reviews.”
I sighed. “Sorry, I
finished this late last night. I’ll take care of it.”
“Okay. Happy to jump
on another call if you need more feedback.”
“I’m good, thanks.
Let me schedule the readout, I’ll CC you on the meeting invite.”
#
Several days later,
my presentation Zoom call went fine, although Desmond managed to insert himself
into the conversation like he always did. He challenged me again on several
data points, asking whether they were as insightful as I reported. None of the
other senior leaders questioned my data.
I had to take it all
with a grin on my face. I politely explained why I thought the data points were
relevant and left it at that. I didn’t want to get into it with Desmond in
front of the stakeholders. That would be pointless. Desmond was the boss, so I
let him do his thing and try to drag me down. It didn’t work this time. At the
end of the meeting, the senior leaders thanked me for the report. Desmond
looked disappointed.
#
The second milestone
in the Swivel plan was a bit more challenging. I had another two weeks to
create a social media campaign based on the analysis from the first milestone.
I would need to collaborate with designers, go-to-market managers, and PR
people on the team. I put together a kickoff meeting, folks were excited about
the project, and everything seemed to be running smoothly.
Then Desmond put
himself into mix again during a creative review.
“That bouncing ball
in the TikTok ad doesn’t look smooth enough,” he said. “Anyone else think it
looks weird?”
The design team on
the Zoom call all looked at each other, blank stares on their faces. No one
said a word.
I cleared my throat.
“I think it looks fine, Desmond. Can you describe what it is you’re seeing?
What looks off?”
“I don’t know, the
ball just isn’t bouncing like a real one does. It’s not squashing and
stretching properly. Am I crazy here?”
I spoke up. “I think
it works. And we’re running out of time. We need to move on.” Desmond knew
enough about animation principles to be dangerous, but he was just showing off
again. Always having to prove he was the smartest person in the room. He wasn’t.
Judging from the team’s emotionless faces on the Zoom call, no one else was
buying it, either.
He threw his hands
up in surrender. “Okay, don’t listen to me, then. You do you.”
A few days later,
the campaign launched on Facebook, Instagram, and TikTok. As the engagement
data came back, the numbers all looked great, and I was able to hit the targets
I had proposed. So far, so good. I pictured the look on Desmond’s face as I
made it through another milestone. He must’ve been pissed.
That night I slept
like a baby for the first time in weeks.
#
The next day, I
logged into our Zoom call and waited for five minutes. Desmond and I were
supposed to discuss the third milestone in the Swivel plan, the one marked
“TBD.” And now he was a no-show. Five more minutes went by.
Desmond’s face
appeared onscreen. “Apologies for being late, Frank.”
“No worries.”
“First off,
congratulations on hitting the first two milestones in your performance plan.
With my coaching, you’ve done a great job meeting these requirements.”
I forced my head to
nod.
“But now it’s time
for the biggest challenge.”
I rubbed my hands
together. “I’m ready. What is it?”
Desmond looked
directly at me. “This last milestone involves you flying here to HQ.”
“No problem. A trip
to Portland’s always nice. Are we working together on a project?” I hoped that
wasn’t the case.
Desmond cleared his
throat. “You could say that. First, book a room at one of the company-preferred
hotels here. Then grab a red-eye tonight if you can. Expense it all, of
course.”
“Sure. How many
nights for the hotel?”
“Better make it two.
If you can be in my office by 10am tomorrow morning, that would be optimal.
Curie Building, remember?”
“I’ll do my best to
get there in time. This isn’t a prank, is it?”
Desmond looked dead
serious. “Not a joke. See you then.”
#
I took the red-eye
and got into Portland the next day around 8am, just in time for the morning
traffic. Half an hour later, the Uber driver dropped me off at my hotel, which
was several blocks from the Curie Building. I showered, had a bite to eat, then
walked over to the office. The air out here was crisp and cool, a stark
difference from the humidity back east.
It had been a year
since I visited the Gorgon campus. The sidewalks teemed with employees, all of
them proudly sporting their multi-colored lanyards and office badges. They
scurried left and right to their buildings like good little worker bees.
I’d forgotten what
the vibe was like coming in to the office after working remotely for the last
two years. It felt like being in a cult. And I was just one cog in a sea of
thousands that made up this corporate juggernaut. My stomach twisted a little.
I swiped my badge to
enter the Curie building and pushed the door open, my hand slick with sweat.
Was the third milestone some kind of test? Or was Desmond going to fire me in
person? I thought the whole idea was to make me quit, not let me go.
The elevator stopped
on the fifteenth floor. I checked my phone. 9:55am. After finding the kitchen,
I made myself an espresso and took a sip. The whole floor seemed empty. No one
at their desks. It was oddly quiet.
At one minute til, I
ambled over to Desmond’s office. It was on the northeast corner of the
building, with nice views of downtown Portland. I’d seen it during the last
team onsite. Desmond was anxious to show us the results of his hard labor and
company allegiance. Big fucking deal.
The door was closed,
so I knocked.
Desmond cleared his
throat. “Come on in, Frank, I’ve been waiting.” His voice sounded different
from yesterday. Almost hesitant.
I took a deep breath
and stepped in to find him sitting alone at his desk, his face lit up by a
laptop screen, the window blinds closed. The only other light in the room came
from a desk lamp, which gave off an interrogation vibe. He looked up and forced
a smile onto his face. “How was your flight? Please close the door and have a
seat.”
I pulled up a chair.
“The flight was fine.”
“That’s good. I used
to live on the east coast too and always hated those cross-country trips.”
I looked around the
office. “You want to tell me what this is all about?”
Desmond wiped the
sweat from his brow. “Of course. This is the third milestone of your Swivel
plan.”
I pointed to his
desk lamp. “That’s already been established. What’s next, are you going to
question me like a murder suspect? To see if I crack under pressure?”
He gave me another
nervous smile. “Not quite. Complete this final task and I’ll never bother you
again about the quality of your work.” His voice cracked. “How’s that sound?”
“What are you
talking about?”
Desmond closed his
laptop and shoved it aside, revealing a hunk of dark metal sitting on his desk.
“Do this and it means you get transferred to another team. That’s what you
want, right?”
I looked at the
shape laying on the desktop, then back at him. My stomach clenched. “Why is
there a gun on your desk?”
He snatched it up
and offered it to me, grip side out. “You know anything about firearms? This
one here is a .38 Colt Automatic.”
My palms started to
sweat. “How did you get that through security?”
Desmond sighed. “You
could’ve left Gorgon with a nice severance package, but instead, you chose to
stay and enter into the Swivel plan. We admire that. You’re here of your own
volition, right? No one’s forced you to do any of this?”
“That’s right, but
what’s the gun got to do with it?”
When I didn’t take
the pistol, Desmond placed it back on his desk. “We both agree this hasn’t been
a good fit, correct, Frank?”
“What’s with the
piece?”
Desmond grabbed the
gun and peered into the barrel. “Do you think I’m a pain in the ass, Frank?”
I nearly laughed out
loud, but stifled it. “Uhhhh—”
“Sure, I’ve got high
standards. But that’s par for the course when you’re in a position like mine.
Gorgon expects nothing less.”
“You’ve made that
clear multiple times.”
Desmond put the gun
to his chest. “Let me tell you, it’s brutal what the company asks us to do.”
My heart pounded.
“Is that thing loaded?”
Desmond continued.
“So yeah, I expect a lot from my direct reports. But now it’s your chance to
make a fresh start. To move to another team. Does that still interest you?”
“You asked me that
already. What do I have to do?”
He offered me the
.38 again. “Just take the gun, Frank.”
Enough was enough. I
stood up. “I don’t want your gun. What is going on here?”
“It’s all part of
the Swivel plan, Frank. Please sit down.”
I stayed put. “HR’s
going to hear about this.”
Desmond smiled. “Go
ahead. They’ll go through the motions, but nothing will happen. Standard
operating procedure for a Swivel.”
I moved to the door,
my fingers gripping the door knob. “Someone’s got to listen. You going to fire
me instead?”
Desmond nodded.
“Gorgon doesn’t fire people, Frank. Haven’t you figured that out yet? We force
employees to quit. So much better for business. Better for the optics, better
for the earnings reports, all of it.”
“Well then I
quit.” I swung the office door open, my back to Desmond. “Try and stop me.”
I heard the gun
being racked. I turned around slowly.
Desmond drew a bead
on me. “Sit the fuck down, Frank. Don’t make me ask you again.”
I nearly pissed my
pants but I couldn’t let him see that. I took a deep breath. “Or what, you’ll
shoot me? You don’t have the balls.”
His gun hand
shaking, Desmond looked like he was trying to keep his shit together. “Please,
just sit down.”
Another deep inhale.
My chest buzzed. “HR’s going to hear all about this shit. You’ll be on the
street before you know it.” I turned on my heel to walk out.
Gunshot.
I yelped and
collapsed to the ground with a thud, my right leg on fire. I’d never been shot
before. Blood oozed from my thigh onto the carpet. I yelled out for help. I
raised my hands in surrender at Desmond.
“Why the fuck did
you make me do that?” he said. “Do you not hear what I’m telling you?”
I screamed for help
again. Nothing. No one came running into the room, there were no sounds from
the cubicles outside. Just empty silence. I applied pressure to my wound with
my right hand.
Desmond walked over
and loomed above me. He offered the gun again. “We’re the only ones on this
floor, Frank. Didn’t you notice that on your way in? Special Swivel
accommodation. Now just shoot me. I know you want to.”
“What?”
He cocked his head
like I was dense. “This is the third milestone. You shoot me and move on to
another team. It’s that simple.”
Maybe it was that
easy. Over the last six months I had dreamed of Desmond getting the shit kicked
out of him. Being hit by a bus. Drinking a poisoned latté. He had earned a
bullet in the head for all of the times he belittled my marketing skills,
offered his “help,” and micro-managed my work.
A fly entered the
room and buzzed around me. After a few beats, it flew back out.
Sweat dripped into
my eyes. It stung. “I’m not going to shoot you, Desmond.”
He grinned again and
knelt down beside me. “You need medical attention. Just shoot me and this will
all be over, I promise.”
A chill grew over my
body. I was going into shock. “Is this some kind of loyalty test? I swear my
allegiance to the great Gorgon and this all ends?”
Desmond nodded. “No
test. As a manager, I have to push the under-performers off my team or out the
door. The Swivel is our mechanism to make this happen. There’s a quota I need
to hit every year or I get reprimanded. You see?”
My skin felt hot and
cold at the same time. “No I don’t ’see.’ That is all kinds of fucked up.”
“Security’s on their
way as we speak,” Desmond said. “It’s your turn. Shoot me anywhere. The arm,
the leg, the hand. Just make it quick.” He offered me the gun again.
I wanted to put it
to his chin and pull the trigger just to make him shut up.
My bloody fingers
wrapped around the pistol grip and Desmond relinquished it to me. The gun was
warm and heavy. Desmond gripped the barrel and nestled it on his right
bicep.
His face looked
damp. “Does that spot work for you?”
“If I do this, I’ll
get arrested, won’t I?”
Desmond laughed
nervously. “Not at all. You complete this third milestone and you’re on to
greener pastures.”
My voice was shaky.
“And I’m supposed to just take your word for it?”
Desmond got up and
pulled out a sheet of paper from his desk drawer. “It’s all here in black and
white. The final step of the Swivel plan states that you’ll be transferred to
another team with a promotion. I won’t be your manager anymore. See?” He held up
the document for me to see. I couldn’t make out any of the words.
He sat back down
next to me and cradled the gun barrel back onto his right bicep.
I shook my head, my
vision blurred. “I can’t do it.”
Desmond put a firm
hand on the gun barrel again for support. “Yes you can, Frank. Yes you can.”
My heart skipped a
beat.
They were the first
words of encouragement Desmond had given me since joining his team.
I closed my eyes and
pictured my life without Desmond in it. His smug face gone from my laptop
screen forever.
My trigger finger
hesitated, then I squeezed.
Gunshot.
The sound echoed
like a thunderclap.
Desmond tumbled
backwards, clutching his right arm. “Fuck that hurts!” After a beat, he climbed
up to his desk and slumped into his chair.
“I’m sorry,” I said.
Two security guards
appeared in the doorway and flipped on the overhead fluorescents. They quickly
assessed the situation. One of them opened the window blinds and the Portland
morning light poured into the room.
One of the guards
kneeled down to look me over. “Frank, have you been shot?” He took the gun from
me.
I pointed towards
Desmond. “He did it.”
The guards looked at
each other with steely stares. One of them grabbed his walkie.
“Delta-One-Niner, this is Alpha One, we’ve got a Swivel five-oh-eight
situation. Please advise. Do you copy? Over.”
The walkie squawked.
“Alpha One, we copy. Stand by. Over.”
Another beat. “Alpha
One, this is Delta-One-Niner. You are authorized for a one-eight-seven. Do you
copy? Over.”
The guard put the
walkie to his mouth. “Copy that, over.” He drew his gun and stood up.
Desmond’s eyes went
wide. “I didn’t mean to, he made me shoot him—”
The guard with the
gun stared at me. “You may not want to watch this.” He put his gun up to
Desmond’s temple. “Sir, you’ve violated Swivel regulation five-oh-eight.”
“Please,” Desmond
begged. “Tell my wife and children—”
I turned my head and
closed my eyes tight.
“—that I love—”
Gunshot.
When I finally
opened my eyes again, Desmond was slumped sideways in his office chair, red
dripping down his face. The wall next to him thick with blood and grey
matter.
I leaned over and
retched, a puddle of bile and espresso splashing on the carpet below. I tried
to sit up, but the pain in my leg told me no. “What have you done?”
The guards turned to
me. “Just keep still, sir. Help is on the way.”
#
Within minutes,
several paramedics arrived and placed me on a gurney, then stuck me with an
IV.
One of the security
guards rested a hand on my shoulder. “You’re in good hands now, Frank. You’ll
be on your feet in no time.”
I pointed towards
Desmond’s motionless body. “Did you have to kill him?”
The guards looked at
each other, then at me. “He violated Swivel regulations,” one of them said.
“The Swivel guidelines explicitly state that only the direct report can inflict
the pain. Desmond didn’t follow the rules.”
The other guard
piped in. “Just focus on your recovery for now, Frank. We all need you to be
healthy again.”
The morphine was
starting to kick in. “But you just murdered him. I saw it.”
The second guard
held up the guidebook. “No we didn’t. It’s all here in black and white. Don’t
worry, his family will be awarded a generous compensation package.”
The first guard
spoke. “Congratulations, by the way. You’ve passed your Swivel. You’re a
manager now. HR will visit you in the hospital and make it all official.
They’ll tell you all about your new team.” He looked at the paramedics and
nodded for them to take me away.
I reached out. “I—I
don’t want to be a manager. That wasn’t part of the deal. I don’t want to be
here anymore.”
The first guard
grabbed my outstretched arm and rested it back onto my chest. “Sorry, Frank, we
don’t make the rules here at Gorgon. You can always take it up with your new
manager. We all wish you a speedy recovery.”
A paramedic made
sure my IV was secure and started pushing from behind.
As they wheeled me
out of the office, I stole one last look at Desmond. His face was frozen
forever now, his judgy eyes staring straight ahead at me.
Victor De Anda is an author living and writing in the
Philadelphia area. His short stories have appeared in various anthologies and
magazines, including Dark Waters Vols. 1 & 2, Shotgun
Honey, Yellow Mama, Guilty Crime Story Magazine,
and Punk Noir Magazine. His story “Bad Man Down” has
been included in The Best American Mystery and Suspense 2025, edited by Don
Winslow and Steph Cha. He is also an acquisitions editor for Shotgun Honey, and
Rock and Hard Place Press. He is currently working on a novel. You can find him
on most social media as @victordeanda or on the web at www.victordeanda.com.
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