Poetry: On Point By Niki Perez

On Point

~from a dead prima ballerina

 

I wished for less silk

wrapped around knees 

like ribboned orchids and Nestum

the smell

bothered me

 

and knowing

dad’s life centered

up a few bones

 

He broke you

and me 

as nutcrackers do

took his swan blackened

with rice and beans

my heart 

my photos times two 

to score a Giselle a Jezebel a coroner 

 

walk into a bar

it’s funny 

Laugh

I died that day

 

not to forgive 

No

 

more curtsies backstage

Mad

 

your father 

cooked my soul 

then danced on my brain 

a ballet

 

shoes in mud 

now kids

 

this is how you teach girls to love

 

 

 

 

 

Niki Perez is a former commercial real estate underwriter turned editor and storyteller. She builds poems where memory gets strange. A mom and menace to bullshit, she believes in voices you don’t have to explain. Instagram: @prebsperezz23

 

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